Silent Existence

I scribble you out
Out of my life
Certain that i'd
rather be
crying alone
then you,
right beside me.

Crumbled up
photographs.
I've yet to forget
the memories
I find myself
right back
where ever
we both
settled out feet

Digging up,
your values,
basically trying to account for
how much I mean
to you
Nothing if you
throw away
what we had for something new

Searching for
any type of conclusion
Ushered in & and out
Oedipus results
Loveless spell
Am I relevantly
not in your life
Your subliminal

I scribble you out
out of my life
Certain that you'd
find me, somewhere else.
It's not like
you aren't looking.

Streets are like,
pages read by me.
I read it,
I recite it,
and then I know it.
I remember the
pages we walked.
Our fingers
accepting paper
cuts.

Climbing up,
pot of tea,
basically
valuing me.
Nothing if you
fuck the world
and impregnated
the thoughts
oh how we will
never be again

Hiding within
my reflection
since she
wished to
be my mascot.
The old one
was lost.

I scribble you out
Out of my life
Uncertain of
what to do
about you.
Us friends.
I can't fathom
your silent breath on my back
Is no longer enough.