Scavenger Hunt

I make this long ass list
often kidding myself.
Never once caring
because I am feeling myself :

I say he got to be at least 6'1
fitted jeans
and working on his college degree.
That is minimal if you ask me.

Ever really loved someone
gave them your all
simply to be crawled crying on the floor
In ball, feeling like you settled for less.

I vowed to only date a boy
who doesn't think bad of his father
as a sperm cell
an ass.

A premature thought will arise often
I tweet subliminally only because I
sense my scavenger hunt will end
I won't smile as much as I do
when I see you

I prefer denim black jeans then
low top shorts that show off
to much bottom.

So I decided to find
someone to balance out my lows
as I inhale the green you let blow slow

I decided to dance in the rain
with the next only if he pardons me
and has a stubborn swagg of being unafraid.

I decided to blink instead of
turning away every time I see you,
no longer afraid of what you want me to do.

I decided to find out
more than what he looks for:

your favorite color
your favorite food
the things that make you smile
I want to notice your flaws.

Will be added to.