Peace

Tempted to jump up and run
passed the memories
we made without thinking
I figure if I run the tears will die.

Nothing

Decipher clear memories
Wishing they were cold and unsure
Balanced by damn you fucked me over
I was this close
To falling so hard for you
But as soon as I lost my sense.

I walked away
With my swollen wounded tail
In between my legs
Battling everything I mean to mean
And vowed to never settle
For anything but what made me
Feel complete

Contemplating my hefty
Must make a decision
To allow the feelings or
To remain what’s kept
Me away from you being ghost.
But it fumbles me and I feel
As if I have the energy
To find out exactly what it is
You mean to me
And surely what is it that you
Constantly wish to obtain
Because you’ve been gone
Forever
This is strange, did something change
Or did you finally realize what I mean to you
Since before you hustled your
Feelings with unsure meaningless
Swag that resulted in my back turned
My heart closed
And nothing is as it was before.