Relapsed

Cry out
you only
relapsed
Pulled him in
only because you were
deprived
inadequate
and without

Manhandled
I lied I crushed
I hurt
He forgives
Revenge
I feel played
I stayed

Calm and sure
He was the man from before
he wasn't.

No he didn't change
I cried before
I cry now
Only to find
I must go
I walk a mile or 2
turn the corner
get lost
go back to square one
Relapsed.