"Lovers" " Gamed"

Emotions are the sin to love.
I could have fallen in love
You were different
I swear:

You built this barrior
after the first kiss
You could care less after you hit it
I didn't see it
even though,
you made it so obvious.

I wish I could
be humble about it
Humbly,
looking at the reality
that we as friends
that journey has come to an end.
But I say:

Call you answer.
I grin at your presence,
then I go and deal with rememories.
Then I get angry
when you leave.

I feel as if I am crushing over
dealing with
something, someone
I once possessed.
But then I checked out of the game
of a never ending pretend.

Sadly enough I checked right back in.
I miss you sometimes,
as thought I know.
I want nothing to do with you.
I lost so much respect for you.
Simply put.