Lust vs. Love

Tail lighted love
I fight my lust with my wants
Simply put I am trying to be happy.

I leave this life of never ending
pain, I am use to wanting something
mentioning it to then it appearing

But with crushing over someone
you don't go into the limelight and mention it.
You simply rotate yourself in there life,
but first deciding if they are a rotation or
something great for you.

Your high should blind me.
Make me less attracted to you.
The fact you hallucinate more often than two
pot heads climbed on top pf two fucking unto
there high fades and
they have no choice but to lay there relaying a message
being unsure of a latter high.

Love is this long term goal.
Tired of having those days when
I can careless about the things
that matter and the times that won't after
the first kiss.
Kiss leads to sex and
they provenly collide.

Leaving me in a bottomless pit
breathing for nothing but
fragile harsh air.
I want nothing but your never ending mind game.
I rather not put too much into something
that doesn't mean anything not even a nut.