Fill in the Blank

Talking on the phone for hours and texting on the phone all day leads to_____________________.

You feel in the blank.

Anymore

Anymore By: Nazma June

Verse 1:
He says he is just
Going with the flow
Tears formed in both eyes
I had no choice but to cry
Since deep down
I knew
I’d just be fraction
Of the love
He'd throw away

Hook:
Watch my tears flow
Since you’re going
With the flow
This doesn’t feel like
Love anymore

Chorus
Anymore
This just doesn’t
Feel the way it use to
You use to say more
This flow is not for me
I have to go
You have to leave
I can’t love you anymore
Anymore (till fade)
Ooooooo
Anymore
I can’t do this
Anymore

Verse 2
He called me
A crybaby
He had a way
With just making me cry
I can’t remember
How I fell for him
But I fell hard
And he watched it all

Repeat Hook and Chorus

Bridge
We promised each other forever
But we can’t be together (Anymore)
Take your flow
Baby I got to go
Away from you
You broke my heart
With those words from your heart

Verse 3
I can’t wait
For you to change flows
So I have to go
You can’t have my heart anymore
Let me go
Mr. I’m just going with the flow
I can’t this anymore

Truthfully

We were in love. We loved each other really hard. It was epic. Three years later, a million kisses, love letters, poems and joyful tears, we ended. It turned to a million miles away. He left for the U.S. Navy and I couldn’t deal. I didn’t know how. I missed him so much. There were always either weeks or months when we didn’t speak due to missions, etc. I missed him. I didn’t do it on purpose but I basically threw it away. I cheated. I confessed. He dumped me. We got back together a few minutes later. But we weren’t the same. He said he couldn’t tell me he loved me anymore. In the end we aren’t friends anymore.
I went to sleep with a damp pillow, and that is if I felt like dreaming. I barely went to class because I would be knocked out because I wasn’t getting the proper sleep. Sadly enough my grades suffered. I didn’t get to experience my fall semester like someone dorming would want to. I simply reacted like a crack head whose dealer refused to supply her with crack. As soon as I thought I didn’t need him, I walked away from him. I relapsed. I called him after I promised him he would never hear from me again. I ruined our friendship and just didn’t understand why we couldn’t be together anymore.
I would change it all though. I regret opening up my heart. I wasn’t ready. All of the pain I suffered with him leaving for the Navy and the decision I made to cheat could have been avoided. My mother said we were too young. We should have listened. I would never have to wipe tears off of a man’s face. He wouldn’t have to miss me. I wouldn’t miss him. We wouldn’t still be in love. I feel like this because we were in a long distance teenage love relationship. I don’t think this was a healthy decision for us.