You are settling for something just so you can say you have it, can’t you tell. You got into the relationship so you can make the announcement to Facebook, brag to it about it to your ‘friends’ and you figure depending on your relationship with your family there is bond for jealousy. So you’re in this relationship even though there isn’t anything real about it. But the image it has and what you tell yourself to feel is enough to make you stay.
You stay even though; you wait by the phone for his call.
You stay even though; you know you’re just a number.
You stay even though; you aren’t getting anything you want out of your ‘relationship’.
You stay even though; you are telling yourself what to feel.
What you don’t understand is you don’t have to do this to please your ego.
You’re pleasing him with his distant I see you when I see you visits and the ass he gets as soon as he asks with no questions needed. You’re seen as easy in his eyes. Let me guess, you think its love. When the following occurs:
- He whispers in your ear how much he loves you. But then he fucks you.
- He randomly texts you, in regards to what you’re doing.
- He makes you smile.
- He has you feeling like you are in the movies.
The prey of the wet tightness in your god forsaken pants, and his deep strokes sends your warmth into a panic, and this is only if you’re not having sex. There are the girls who are waiting out and then there are the girls who feel like they have something to prove.
Please remember the following:
Your self esteem is a reflection of what you allow to happen and what you do your best to prevent. Staying prisoner to something just so you can smile half of the time and lie to yourself the whole time.
Be strong, smart enough to know your worth.
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