If I said I wasn’t in love with you, it’d be another lie I whispered into your ear. I can admit I have simply fallen, day one. Stupidly, I put my guard down to quick.
I can’t deny the huge wall I previously built up. It comes off as me being shy. I know you think I am shy but in all reality, I could shit my pants at the thought of all of this.
The ‘this’ you ask is the thought of being hurt when you feel like it. You’re the type of guy worried about hurting MY feelings and ruining it for the next. And you shall, I am sick of giving the male role chance after chance only to let me down. After this “shit” surpasses us, I am going to cry. Surely I will I am crying now. But it’s going to be once more. Because I foolishly allowed you to get too close.
Clearly you know this isn’t going to last. Outing our current status, I wish I had the energy or will to object. The tear falling down your lips, lucky you it is mine.
Can we mutually get this over with, I am in need of so much more.
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