Dreamer

She doesn’t have to stand and wait by the phone, but she does.
Helplessly she is proving to herself, she is settling.
Never mind the idea she feels forgotten,
But she settles for his arrival when he comes around.
Wishing he’d change back to who she fell in love with.

Shaking her head she collapses,
And accepts every fire dies.
Lying on the floor a shadow appears and lifts her close
To his damp heart longing for her,
Even though he hasn’t said a word.

She feels his love and loves him back.
Stupid in love,
And it’s ironic she cares for him
Like she knew him her whole life,
It’s a shame she died in his arms on this frightful night.

She was dreaming, it didn’t really happen.
The feelings she felt and the tears
Were the only thing that were real.

Noting that his eyes are so perplexed
With her yearning for his thrill.
She doesn’t know why he makes her happy,
She just knows that he does.
Helping her ego, she disses him in hope she can stop loving him.
Lacking her knowledge of the risk she is taking.

She has never had her heart broken,
But she should count on it.