No Longer

No longer uplifting egos
missing you until the wind
blows.
You had me
I had you to.

I wish I knew why
I let you inside my world.
Not sure if it was your smile
or my loneliness for company.

No longer needing comfort
missing you until the sun
comes up
closing my eyes only because
they choose too
and not me.

I wish I knew why
I let you inside of my world.
Not sure if it was your swag
or my trusting you with me.

No longer swearing this guy
or that guy is the one
leaving me hurt
and silently answering
my own question.