Falling

Had to let him go,
he was attempting to break my heart slow.
Should have distanced myself before I slipped
in this shallow water, and it sucks for me.

I can't swim, but I won't drown so I hold onto you.
Lavish you with DEEP and sweet kisses.
Fathom by all times you let me go.
I would wag my hand, and I allowed you.
Instead of drowning, I acted like you never left.

Your amazing, yet inadequate for assuming the water on my
puzzled, yet beautiful face is from this water and not my tears.
Your so exotic, for thinking this is a ocean and not my tears.
You swim so far away from me and then catch me before I drown.
Let you tell the world or even my ear, " We are prefect."

Yet, I am falling.
You have been gone so long.
I am clinging onto this log, waiting.
For me to hit reality, and climb out
forget that I am naked and waiting for your sympathy.
I have been feeding off of it for too long.