Silent High Thought

Is this suffice
the space
I throw
I miss you
But I do as I you say

Minus you
I haven't allowed myself
to stray
after you decided to change

I smartly wait.
Unafraid.
Don't be stupid.

I won't take you back.
Just because I miss you.
We would have to start back
at square one

We each have our own gun
games people play when they want someone.
Rules they make when they
don't want to deal
when they want to control.

Roll a blunt to this one.