Dear Lie

Dear Lie,
You narrated the structure
Of mine and yours.
Life happens.
The versions of yours and mines, varies.
Seldom smiles embark my face,
Glittered eyes dried out.
Smiles embarked.
Hidden memories.

Dear, Lie
You hurt me.
Left and there I was battered.
Standing up to the beat
Of my faith in us.

Dear Lie,
I loved you.
Even as I hurt you.
Bloody nosed dried up
Hydrates everything
I wish
I had the heart to say.

Dear Lie,
My hands are like sex
A drug everyone deploys
The reaction of next time
Hidden behind a never ending; tomorrow

Dear Lie,
I cherished us.
Blinked twice, often
Just to be sure
You didn’t disappear.

Dear Lie,
You blinded me
Covered my eyes so I couldn’t think,
From the back as I sat,
Face down covered in air.

Dear Lie,
I lied.
Why are you hurt?
You lied too.
Stop laughing.
I am hurting, bleeding from my liver.

Dear Lie,
Goodbye.
Tired of lying to me, too.
Liar, continue to lie to thyself.
Goodbye.