I think of a struggle that is forced,
A battle between my head and my heart,
My heart she wants this
And my minds says run he is running too.
I blink and then there are tears.
And I cringe and show my fears.

You you’re going to leave me.
Soon, I will have played the game of pretend,
Telling myself you never existed.
You you’re my greatest fear,
My heart she loves you,
And rather hold this out so the tears can come later
And not in the presence of the glory I wear.