You lose yourself by echoing the love you have for the same individual who heart you crashed. You knew he had a heart. You were just so focused on his. Smart move. Right. No wrong. He is older. Wiser. He knows the rules. He knows how to play the game. He also trusts you. You fail him. You are the reason he can’t sleep at night. But once he does. You are the reason why he hates getting up.
He shared this with me. All I could do was cry and tell white lies. Lies including I didn’t think. I did think. I told myself that this isn’t a big deal. I lied to myself and in turn lied to you. I then say I love him and then I pause the story and go to sleep.
I wake up and pick up my phone and I can’t call. I tell myself not to call because I don’t want to deal with a broken heart. I love him.
So I let him GO!
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